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Soul Searching Reflections
A path must have heart to contain any meaning.
Created on 2004-04-03 20:22:50 (#2717473), last updated 2004-04-10
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| Name: | perwana786 |
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Welcome to my inner sanctum.
You can call me Perwana. Or Perwana786.
I live in the Fid-Dunya. The meaning of which will be esoteric or enigmatic in meaning, to many people. It is both metaphor & reality at same time. If anyone asks me where I reside? That is the most truthful answer. Most diffinitive. Words have meaning. But alas, this site does not accept this as the region in which I exist. So I will write that truth here, instead.
I am in 'this world' yet not part of it, I am a spiritual being struggling in a material world.
A Muslim poet said it best: " The World is a prison to the true beliver, but is a paradise to the unbeliever."
I am a seeker as well as a speaker of truth. I have never been one to sell wolf tickets. Sincerity/authenticity is everything. Without which would make all meaningless.
I have many diverse interests.I quite enjoy solitude, good books and I am a seeker of truth.
I passionately search for meaning, and enjoy philosophical and spiritual concepts in particular. Science is facinating as well.
Alas, so many interests- so little time... :-)
I am very selective in many things. Whether it is what I wear, the furniture I buy or the people I choose to associate. I have diverse interests & eclectic taste. But when it comes to people, it is the heart which counts above all.
I am a profoundly spiritual being. And profoundly
hungry to learn new things. But alas, I drown in my own ignorance. Which is a blessing for which I am grateful. For I shall not lose my sense of awe and wonderment because of this.
It is ironic, that the more I learn- the more I am aware that there is a vast (infinite) measure of things I do not know.
And I have experienced alot in my life. Things which most people do not experience. ( I should like to meet others who also experienced these things!!! ) I shall inevitably talk about those experiences here... That is why I am here.
Anyone experience the following?
NDE's- Near Death Experiences
OBE's- Out of Body Experiences
Miracles
Revelations
Visions
Heavenly Angels (or the fallen types)
Paranormal Experiences
Otherworldly Experiences
( Positive or negative, heaven or hell...)
or other unusual sightings (UFO's included)
I should like to hear your experiences & share mine with you.
...Life experiences of dualistic extremes have largely shaped the focus of my personal studies,
as well as forever transforming my perception of everything. Quite literally.Man cannot travel within and stand still without.There is no turning back.
Truely, I was born late in life.
Better late than never.
And I am grateful that time only deepens perception and understanding. Those who seek do inevitably find. Alhamdulillah!!! ( All Praise Belongs to God!!!)
My big peeves are: Double standards,deciet, duplicity, mindlessness, melodrama, pretense, flourescent lighting, greed, covetness, cruelty and selfishness. Anything which imposes upon or harms others just rubs me the wrong way. And life is too short to waste on such people. Hate is a waste of energy.
And false piety is the mask of pure evil. So beware of such types as these. Insincerity, lies and selfishness are the core of the heartless malevolent being.
Yes part of my interests below are not what I like, but what is dislike very much. ( Such as politics) But when beasts are on the prowl, one must study them...Know thy enemy. Or risk being burned. The study of evil,is not unlike the study of cancer.In both cases it is the study of a pathology gone very wrong- to the extreme, and focus is to stop the spread, to find a cure as well as to heal the victims. ( One distinguishing factor though. Cancer strikes innocent victims from within, Evil beings strike innocent victims from without.)
At least I can also study also the things I love and gratefully there is such abundance of things yet to learn, I shall never know boredom. And I Thank God that wonderment as well as gratitude has never left my heart!
As a side note: When I listed my interests initally... my submission was rejected. I had listed hundreds of things,(which are tip of the iceburg for me.) I had to pare it down to 150 or less. Not an easy task!
Well, this is the beginning...
I came here, knowing I have a unique perception to share. As we all do. Because we have unique life experiences.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I took a Quizzilla Quiz on which of the 7 deadly sins I am? This is my result:

You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
You can call me Perwana. Or Perwana786.
I live in the Fid-Dunya. The meaning of which will be esoteric or enigmatic in meaning, to many people. It is both metaphor & reality at same time. If anyone asks me where I reside? That is the most truthful answer. Most diffinitive. Words have meaning. But alas, this site does not accept this as the region in which I exist. So I will write that truth here, instead.
I am in 'this world' yet not part of it, I am a spiritual being struggling in a material world.
A Muslim poet said it best: " The World is a prison to the true beliver, but is a paradise to the unbeliever."
I am a seeker as well as a speaker of truth. I have never been one to sell wolf tickets. Sincerity/authenticity is everything. Without which would make all meaningless.
I have many diverse interests.I quite enjoy solitude, good books and I am a seeker of truth.
I passionately search for meaning, and enjoy philosophical and spiritual concepts in particular. Science is facinating as well.
Alas, so many interests- so little time... :-)
I am very selective in many things. Whether it is what I wear, the furniture I buy or the people I choose to associate. I have diverse interests & eclectic taste. But when it comes to people, it is the heart which counts above all.
I am a profoundly spiritual being. And profoundly
hungry to learn new things. But alas, I drown in my own ignorance. Which is a blessing for which I am grateful. For I shall not lose my sense of awe and wonderment because of this.
It is ironic, that the more I learn- the more I am aware that there is a vast (infinite) measure of things I do not know.
And I have experienced alot in my life. Things which most people do not experience. ( I should like to meet others who also experienced these things!!! ) I shall inevitably talk about those experiences here... That is why I am here.
Anyone experience the following?
NDE's- Near Death Experiences
OBE's- Out of Body Experiences
Miracles
Revelations
Visions
Heavenly Angels (or the fallen types)
Paranormal Experiences
Otherworldly Experiences
( Positive or negative, heaven or hell...)
or other unusual sightings (UFO's included)
I should like to hear your experiences & share mine with you.
...Life experiences of dualistic extremes have largely shaped the focus of my personal studies,
as well as forever transforming my perception of everything. Quite literally.Man cannot travel within and stand still without.There is no turning back.
Truely, I was born late in life.
Better late than never.
And I am grateful that time only deepens perception and understanding. Those who seek do inevitably find. Alhamdulillah!!! ( All Praise Belongs to God!!!)
My big peeves are: Double standards,deciet, duplicity, mindlessness, melodrama, pretense, flourescent lighting, greed, covetness, cruelty and selfishness. Anything which imposes upon or harms others just rubs me the wrong way. And life is too short to waste on such people. Hate is a waste of energy.
And false piety is the mask of pure evil. So beware of such types as these. Insincerity, lies and selfishness are the core of the heartless malevolent being.
Yes part of my interests below are not what I like, but what is dislike very much. ( Such as politics) But when beasts are on the prowl, one must study them...Know thy enemy. Or risk being burned. The study of evil,is not unlike the study of cancer.In both cases it is the study of a pathology gone very wrong- to the extreme, and focus is to stop the spread, to find a cure as well as to heal the victims. ( One distinguishing factor though. Cancer strikes innocent victims from within, Evil beings strike innocent victims from without.)
At least I can also study also the things I love and gratefully there is such abundance of things yet to learn, I shall never know boredom. And I Thank God that wonderment as well as gratitude has never left my heart!
As a side note: When I listed my interests initally... my submission was rejected. I had listed hundreds of things,(which are tip of the iceburg for me.) I had to pare it down to 150 or less. Not an easy task!
Well, this is the beginning...
I came here, knowing I have a unique perception to share. As we all do. Because we have unique life experiences.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I took a Quizzilla Quiz on which of the 7 deadly sins I am? This is my result:

You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
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